Catch-22

Have you ever known you are doing all you can but still feel like you aren't doing enough? That people expect more of you? That you are (somehow) letting people down even though you know you can't imagine trying any harder?

That's how I have felt lately. It seems that no matter how much I do, I am always behind...and I am always letting someone down. Be it home, work, personal life, myself...whatever, I feel that I am letting people down. I know I work hard and I know I deserve some down time every now and then, but, when I take it, I feel guilty because I know that someone somewhere needs me to do something. But, when I don't take personal time, I am resentful of whatever I am doing...

I have been struggling with this for some time now. I can't figure out how to fix it so that I feel better about myself...and that is the hardest thing of all.